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Monday, 18 November 2013 @ 01:20 | 0 Comment [s] So hi peeps. Long time no see huh ? Lately, busy dgn PMR but what is that, cerita lama laaaa. so I'm back! Dah cuti sekolah dah pun, baru nak bukak cerita. Okaylah, masa PMR tu alhamdullilah boleh jawab, tapi last paaypeerrr tu aku demam. Dah la KH. Haish redha ja la kan. So forget about that now. Nak cerita pasal satu benda ni , tapi mcm agak segan so maybe later on lah okay. Ni nak cerita pasal benda lain. Annoying kan ? Dah habis iklan. Let's get to it. -------------^---^---------------^--------------------------^-^-----------^^^^^^------------- Have you ever had this feeling of being betrayed? You know, like putting your whole trust to someone and with ease they just tear your trust apart by doing things that you can't even describe the pain. Maybe other people will say that I haven't moved on from the past, while I should. But hey, it's not that easy to forget. It's not that I haven't moved on it's the fact that I'm traumatized by it. I know people are different, each and every one of them. But you see, it's really really tough to get over it. How can you let it happen again? Seeing things break into pieces right in front of your eyes, followed by tears rolling down your eyes. (lama dah aku tak over cenggini). So, you take a step back, hoping that you would wake up from this bad dream. But no. Eveything's concrete and solid and REAL. No turning back now. It happened. Nothing can heal it, except for forgetting about it and start a new life, as the saying goes turn over a new leaf. (ala-ala essay pmr sikit). But how many times have you turned over the leaf huh? Leaf tu pun dah start layu dah kot. Sikit-sikit sad ending, turn over ja kerja. Takda benda lain dah ka? Then, you start meeting a new person. You think you like him, but your bad side says this is all a scam. History is going to repeat itself. You pun dgn kunonya percaya, tolak orang tu jauh-jauh. But once that person is leaving you, you only just realised how precious he was and you just know that you can't afford losing him. So mulalah nak menyesal tak sudah. Tapi you got him back, and you promise to yourself to never mistreat him again. Stop being so friendly with every guy and just being loyal to him. And that's what I'm trying to prove. Ok sayonara. #mycurrentsituation |
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Merci!