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If I could turn back time
Thursday, 6 September 2012 @ 07:23 | 0 Comment [s]
Assalamualaikum,Harini aku emo gila , i didn't even know why . Kay , nevermind la, but now i get why my mood is really bad today . I just want to say , my times as a kid are the best memories I ever had. Back then , my smiles , you can't say I faked it back then. But now ? Oh wow, I can only count how many times I truly smiled. :') Ya know what I mean right ? Now , problems and scars are my bestfriends. I'm too tired faking it to everyone that I'm fine. I gotta say I miss her badly :'( If only she's beside me now. I'd tell my problems to her. Maybe , I caused my problems , but sometimes it just comes by itself. I don't know what's up with me. I can say I love my Cutie and Compie :) Even though they hurt me , they make me feel much better. Yeah, I know I did the wrong thing, I can't help myself. I can't , I just can't. Pressure is put too much on me! I can't bear it. That's sooo not me. Yes, now I know very well , secrets eat you silently. Lend me an ear please? Humph , but can you understand me? I guess not. I have to keep it all to myself. Crying in the middle of the night, by myself, is like my common doings nowadays. I'm letting it all out here. Not specifically ALL.Yeah, that is a lil' bit exaggerated. I wanna restart everything. EVERYTHING. If I could do it over, IF I COULD TURN BACK TIME. Just if :'( Labels: I wish :( |
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Merci!